How Do I Get Over this???

I'm 19. Unlike everyone else who's lucky and lives in wonderful LA, I reside in the small town of Coram on Long Island (New York). Not the most fanciest on the island, but it's aiight. I graduated HS in 07 and now i'm just chillin (which is kinda gross). I'm not a bum or anything, i take showers and all that crap, i'm just trying to figure out who i am. Planning on going to Suffolk Community in the Fall--maybe for management? I love Music, I create music, sometimes i think i AM music, i've always wanted to hit it big but as im growing older i realized that fantasies are just fantasies.

Drop a line if you wanna chat, i'm friendly and kind of a goofball =]

Driving Around, Being Crazy, Watching New Movies, Going to Starbucks, Sitting in cars until 2:30am infront of Nick's House (or occasionally Waldbaums parking lot), buying lunchables to eat for a midnight snack, being with my crew, pretty much anything spur of the moment

36 Crazyfists, All That Remains, Story of the Year, As I Lay Dying, A Day To Remember, A Farewell Fire (long island band), ect.

Shallow Hal, The Hot Chick, Cloverfield...uhh..

Are You Afraid Of The Dark, Scarred, A Haunting, Ghost Hunters, Tila Tequila, Next, The X Effect