Monicamayhem's Journals

Remix!

So i was bored and decided to make a "club/house" type of remix of one of my songs.
Check it out!
And please let me know what you think!
Thanks!

http://www.YouTube.com/MonicaMazur

BORED?

so were we. check out this show me and my friends made. its pretty much what we do every friday.

www.youtube.com/freshhaul

Sub us =]

New T-Shirt Line

Hey Guys! It's been a while since i've updated.
Just wanted to let everybody know that i started a t-shirt line (which also has some hats and stuff too)
and i want everyone to check it out. tell me what you think.
www.zazzle.com/VonFresh

and also while you're at it, check out my boringass show with my friends. =]
www.youtube.com/user/freshhaul

How Can I Decide What's Right?

Wow, it sure has been a while since i've been on here.
So i guess let me recap.
i still work at target (joy)
i still dont go to school (yet)
me and erica are still broken up (sorta)
you see here's the thing, we're kinda like friends with benefits, but more than that.
cause we both still have feelings.
so we're kinda dating. but nothing official?
i dont know how i feel about this.

So on Christmas Day Nick and I went to the movies and saw Twilight.
I have to admit, i thought it was going to be terrible.
i'm not really into those Harry Potter/Lord Of The Rings book trilogy movies.
but i decided to give it a shot, and i was like at the edge of my seat.
the plot was good, loved loved loved the ending!
it just leaves you in suspense.
it was just a really good movie.
so for anyone who hasnt seen it yet, go fuckin see it.

Well it's new years so good fuckin bye 2008! I hate you.

Check Out The New Music!

www.myspace.com/monicamazur

How Do I Get Over this???

I'm still heartbroken and now its pissing me off.
i want to get over it.
i think she's already over it.
i hate being miserable.
i surround myself with friends all the time, but i still cant get it out of my mind.
i hate breakups.
this one took me by suprise and fucked me up.
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www.myspace.com/monicamazur
new song clip.
www.youtube.com/user/freshhaul
www.youtube.com/user/monicamazur

...my youtubes.

Update Needed Badly

So i havent been on buzznet in quite a while.
umm lets see, me and my gf broke up, idk if i mentioned that before.
i guess im okay now.
i mean its pretty much been a week.
so ive been keeping myself busy with videos.
check some of em out on my youtube
http://www.youtube.com/user/FreshHaul
(and yes the two vids that are in my favorites is a part of that too)
i just didnt feel like reuploading them to a new account.
so check that out.
and whenever i feel like theres somethin i need to say
you can count on me when i say ill sign right back on

oh, and i have orientation tomorrow =]

so much for "forever"

yeah yeah yeah, its thursday today, havent been on here in a few days.
but um yeah, erica and i broke up on monday night.
it was horrible.
the past few days ive been back and fourth
like i feel fine, but then i feel miserable.
idk, i really dont want to think about it.
we said we'd be friends.
so yeah.

so after this break up i wrote a song called "Friends Not Enimies"
its on my music myspace
www.myspace.com/monicamazur

Drug Test.

so i passed my second interview at target. i guess they just skipped the third one.
and i have to take a drug test within 24 hours.
so after i pass this drug test (and i obviously know im passing it)
theyre gonna call me and set up an orientation day.
target.
do i really wanna work at target?
its not like i have a choice.
i need a job
and i need to go to college.
i guess i'll take whatever i can get

It's Gettin' CHILLY!

finally. i felt as if summer would never end.
it's getting cooler
and chilly
and windy
and its sweatshirt weather.
i love it!